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21st Century by fallenstar731, literature

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21st Century

21st century. Well, we say all things primitive died out years ago. We say it until we believe it, we scream it with our eyes closed, afraid to peek lest we find it's just another convenient lie. Oh yes, we live and breathe politics; We buy the latest TV's, play stations and PC's until we reach the point where our kids forget how to dream, and we claim that this is civilization. Survival of the fittest. It's an animals instinct, so what does that make us? These magazines and headlines, the lyrics spinning through our dark minds all say the same thing: You aren't good enough. Buy this, buy that, plus everything besides so as to prove you're

Please.. by fallenstar731, literature

Birthday by fallenstar731, literature

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Birthday

Once upon a time someone who had never seen a sunrise asked: Will tomorrow have a birthday? the question lingering in virgin eyes a golden innocence not referring to the date of the day next year but the day just the day we call tomorrow and I wondered how to emphasize to one who didn't know of the miracle of daybreak or of the funeral hosted by the night for I knew had he ever seen a sunrise or seen the day give way to night he would know that no day had a second birthday because each day begins ends and dies.

She Dances by fallenstar731, literature

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She Dances

Watch the strange girl With starlight in her eyes Watch her dance Every motion a surprise She hears only the music -ignores their preying eyes And she dances And she dances all night Voice raised So everyone can hear She sings her heart out And doesn’t seem to care That she’s the only one in love With the music Her body sways Feet stray in the dark They laugh at her strange ways But they don’t understand She really is a star She tells a story With every move she makes Eyes shine with desperation To fly away from this place Says this place is too small for her wings And her dreams Arms open She spins

Breathe Deeply by fallenstar731, literature

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Breathe Deeply

Minutes fall into place like dominoe trains in a pattern but far beyond prediction listen as pulses fall in synch with racing heart beats tapping rhythmic lullubies to tired minds tapping songs that sooth them to sleep Death looses a poison but the memory remains what is life, really? Living, or the impression made? Breathe deeply sweet intoxication hands clasp tightly before its too late.

Lonely Musician by fallenstar731, literature

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Lonely Musician

The musician (magician?) shy boy hiding in the corner of his dreams in notes he creeps/ in notes he speaks in notes he steals the heart of every haunting silhoutte who hears him who's drawn to the visionary melody he plays entrancing the minds and the ears and the souls of his audience but antonymous of the Piper this musician walks alone a thousand hearts beating in rhythm with his but only silence follows his quiet footsteps only silence applauds the anguished song he plays He sings his song in the language of the angels he sings his song and no one understands.

Goodnight by fallenstar731, literature

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Goodnight

Take a taste of the sweetest things when you're dreaming. Quiet sighs, lungs fall and rise, closed lids hide the most beautiful eyes when you're sleeping. Dark is cold, you're shaking, keep waking, but the warmest smiles shine like starlight. Wind carries whispers of a spoken goodnight, sleep comes softly and you don't fight, murmer "I love you with" with the last of your might. Sleep darling-morning comes too soon.

Goodnight, Valentine by fallenstar731, literature

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Goodnight, Valentine

You're restless as the minutes tick by Eyelids flutter like nervous butterflies but you can't sleep -not tonight You leave me blind in the depths of your dark eyes You lead me (blind) through the depths of your dark mind Say you love me the only words you ever find yourself at loss for You say goodnight, Valentine and we leave it at that because goodnight never sounded quite as lonely as goodbye. <3

Dream by fallenstar731, literature

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Dream

In just a moment, everything can change, in a life time, we've got the world to gain. In a dream, where though knows no bounds, we become to touchless, faster than light, softer than the warmth of sunshine, more beautiful and fresh than the cold-we become alive. In a dream I can run away forever, out of the past and towards a futurewhich is only ever as close as I want it to be, towards a rainbow which I spent reality chasing only to realize that some things are better admired from afar. In a dream, I've become lost in a grey sky which I've only ever gazed up at, washed in answers that were always hidden in drops of rain that never

Breathe by fallenstar731, literature

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Breathe

Breathe, stop to breathe as the sky collapses around you raindrops fall like microscopic bombs on all thats left around you you're left freezing in their sick idea of humor you're left bleeding as their lies spread like tumors musics fading like your will to live you're left hating to the point you can't forgive pulse beats steady the whole world is dead in your eyes you find yourself a failure because no one let you try take a second to peruse the broken pieces of the defenses they shot down to leave you naked take a second to take a look around it's stopped raining it's over now you're left alone you're left to r

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Autumn Graveyard by fallenstar731, literature

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Autumn Graveyard

Bitter wind stings my face, Crisp leaves crunch b 'neath me, Birds fly above with flawless grace, And I cry for those who deceive me, Silent tombs stand erect, Grey marble deathly cold, Nothing ever changing, 'Cept the time which the church bells toll, The blue sky sky darkens to accomodate night, And the blazing sun goes down, My courage fades in time with the light, And sobbing I fall upon frosty ground, In body I'm perfectly alive, But my spirit is still and silent, Darkness can't revive, My heart, torn apart by tyrants, My eyes caught an faded inscription, The verse on a neighboring grave, Dream? Apparition?, No matter,

Answers by fallenstar731, literature

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Answers

I'm screaming to an empty cave, calling to a hollow rock, Ask for an answer, getting only the echo of my question back, Is this really what I'm living for-a million unanswered questions?, So confused and lost, taking other peoples suggestions?, All I want is solid truth, something that I can trust, Not this same false hope, which crumbles at my touch, I want to follow my own stream, not someone elses current, Sick of studying this lesson, 'cause I just can't seem to learn it, I want to find the truth, oh God! Please take my hand, Lead me from this whirlpool, lead me to solid land, This world is a labryneth, a constant, ceaseless tra

The Prisoner by fallenstar731, literature

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The Prisoner

He sits upon the cold stone floor of a dark and chilly room, Back against the stone wall, staring into the gloom, Rats scurry 'round the floor gathering crumbs he left behind, His thoughts block out the pain of the ball and chain, his fatel bind, Moonlight streams in through the window, blue light floods the floor, Falling across his dark brown hair and onto the bolts of the door, His young face is pale and weary, his clothes torn and covered in grime, He's lost all since of day and week, minutes, months and time, A bell tolls in the distance, marking midnights reign, Five hours till the hanging, the end of this torment and pain, A

My home-Colorado by fallenstar731, literature

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My home-Colorado

I awake in the night so lonely and scared, Knowing you're not here leaves me soulfully impaired, Sunrise does so little to heal my aching heart, But it'll take more than five states to keep you and I apart, My thoughts are in Colorado and my heart rests there too, Phone calls just aren't enough, 'cause phone calls aren't you, I want to feel your touch, I want to see your smile, It's been so long now, each passing day's another a trial, I don't want to go to Mexico, I don't want to go to Rome, I just want Colorado, I just want to go home.

Let Go Stone Angel by fallenstar731, literature

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Let Go Stone Angel

Tears can never come to late, They can't rewind time, but they ease the pain, Cry Stone Angels, cry Rain drops fall forth from the sky, Falling like the tears you hold back for pride, Cry Stone Angels, cry Stop holding all your feeling inside, Filled to bursting with the tears you fight, Cry Stone Angels, cry Cry, let out the sadness, cry so you can smile, Let go of your pride, the outcome is worthwhile, Cry Stone Angels, cry You're so for down even hell is above you, Rise fallen angel, up to those who love, And cry Stone Angels, cry

King Among the Poor by fallenstar731, literature

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King Among the Poor

He leans against an old brick wall, Dirtied shirt and brown pants torn, But in his eyes was something I saw, Beyond his appearence, so ragged and worn, His deep green eyes are filled joy, His young face seemed to glow, Behind his smile hid the rements of a boy, In his hand a notebook of things he's wrote, Though in a poor town standing over a dirty floor, And slouched against the hard bricks of an alley, He seemed like a king amongst the poor, Like water in a dying valley, Just a poor boy, but great love burned from his soul, Royalty seemed to emante from his stance, His seemed so warm despite the cold, And the staff he held s

Fire Within by fallenstar731, literature

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Fire Within

The distant trees are blazing now, the limbs alight with fire, Reminds me of the love I had, lost dreams, lost hopes, desires, Sparks illuminate dark winter skies, adding to the pale white stars, Filling me with a sudden hope that maybe lifes not gone too far, Flames engulf an oaks thick core, the tree burns from within, I watch with a sudden desire for life, wondering how I ever gave in, Minutes tick to hours and the tree burns down to flick'ring embers, And as I watch I think, the body is gone but the soul's still remembered, The nights I cried, the laughs I lost when inside I thought I was dying, It was only a trip, a trial in lif

Heres to.... by fallenstar731, literature

In the Dead of Night by fallenstar731, literature

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In the Dead of Night

I wake up cold and screaming, In the eerie dead of night, Everyone else is sleeping, And the world seems void of light, I look outside the window, At a strangely quiet scene, The world seems almost dead, When the night is this serene, Shadows haunt the corners, Darkness holds the room, And I feel so alone, In the stillness of this gloom, I'm scared to look for someone, Afraid of what I may not find, So I sit alone in bed, Feeling trapped in midnights binds.

Tomorrow by fallenstar731, literature

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Tomorrow

Dreaming of tomorrow which I know may never come, Looking for a page unmarked by my mistakes, Today I throw away yesterday and dream about tomorrow, Today I'm counting the seconds down to the minute I awake, Today I tried to do my best, but again I screwed up, Yet another empty day that I've lost to past, Tomorrow today will become yesterday, And I cry cause I know that tomorrow just can't last, Looking back on the journal of my life, I see a thousand pointless days gone by, Flipping through the pages of tomorrow, unmarked, I break down feeling hopeless and desperate for more, I cry, But what's tomorrow more than a word? And wh

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No Tears No Sorrow by CCISoldier, literature

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No Tears No Sorrow

The sun hasn't shined Since days long passed We hope, we pray But we can never grasp So we dream Trying to stay alive The light is much clearer Hope no longer resides We drift in eternity Wishing we could change it all To only find nothing From our dreams shall we fall No angel will cry for us No hand be held out To save us from ourselves From both the fear and doubt From reality What is and always was As we dream tonight Dreaming of love No tears, no sorrow

The meeting by starlit-sky, literature

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The meeting

There was something familiar in the look of that old woman. Yes, I had this habit since I was a kid; looking people straight in the eyes. I was trying to ferret about clandestinely in the locked drawers of their soul. Maybe I could find comfort there. Even snugness!...if I was lucky enough. The worn out voice of the old woman tore apart my thoughts. “Child, what are you doing in these streets at this late hour? These places are dangerous. The darkness harbors the shadows. Even the moon casts its stare elsewhere to avoid seeing something that it shouldn’t. Illegal lovers, fortune-hunters, desperate escapes, broken hearts&

The Fire Still Burns by CCISoldier, literature

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The Fire Still Burns

What has become of you What penetrates your soul What changes you Has the fire burned out the coal What truely exists within you What lies benethe the flesh Our hearts grow weak And we often forget What truely is And what it really was What is this feeling Is this love What fuels your smile With every passing day Passions and dreams Nothing gets in your way Achieve them No matter the cost When its all over Its all you've got No promises exists Sometimes just empty words From tongues of children Aren't worth being heard Keep on striving For what you believe And don't just live To only bleed The fire still burns

fifty percent of almost half by YouInventedMe, literature

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fifty percent of almost half

I've always been best at blurry inserting meaning in the meanwhiles the fragility familiar like the shape rain makes on impact with that hey say remember when? (whenever) measuring the time it takes forever in these fabricated hints and not-so-subtle displeasure like love's ad infinitum not a finite item the fine line and otherwise found hiding but I was born sure I could scream down the sun instead of subjection to setting and settling these days I know to know no better and when placing stars still suggest myself and those I orbit so impatiently stop searching the end will find you anyway

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Current Residence: Home
Favourite genre of music: Alternative rock, Classic rock, Hard rock, Screamo, Indie, Reggae, instrumental, culutaral, et ceter
Personal Quote: And this, too, shall pass

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Switchfoot, among others.

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fallenstar731

Sep 11, 2007

911

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Hello guys,  I'd just like to ask everyone who reads this to take a second to remember. Today marks the sixth year anniversary of the first terrorist attack, and the anniversary of death for so many grandparents, parents, children, and siblings who were killed that day, as well as so many of the firefights, paramedics, and volunteers giving their lives to try and save lives. Please take a moment to remember the families who suffered losses and the heroes whose names were never mentioned. We don't need to know a name to keep a person in our hearts, to remember what they did, what they risked, or to say a simple prayer for them.  My heart

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fallenstar731

Jul 18, 2007

Sick sick sick

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Hey guys, I hope everyone is doing well and muchly enjoying the summer. Just wanted to apologize for my lack of comments.. I haven't been home too much since near the end of June, and when I have been in town I've been plus.. plus sick with a cold that appears to be circulating. So, just wanted to say when I get a chance I will be looking through deviations and everything. Mmk.. well best wishes to everyone!! This is how I go..                                                        -AC

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fallenstar731

May 9, 2007

Please tell me

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What is contentment? Is it an emmotion, or a decision? Can we decide to be conent, or do other things decide for us? Or is it really actually one or the other, a decision or committment, or can it be both? Whichever we choose to make it? Can I choose to be content, and does it come by being selfless? I don't know.. not now.